It is heart broken... I've been crying for so many times for what Michael suffered during his life time.  His death is definitely a pity, but decease happens to everybody.  However, being suffered from injustice and unfairness, I feel so bad...  He use to tell everybody the truth but only very few people trust in him.

Well, if he did not die, the lied kid, the doctor and specialist would not proof his words – Michael told the truth.  He didn’t bleach his skin. He didn’t molest the kid – the first case in 90’s, the kid now come out and declare that Michael didn’t molest him at all.  However, Michael gave him US$2.2 million for settlement!  How come Michael did such thing?!  Michael didn't know how to handle the matter but only wanted to settle the case as soon as possible, in order to keep his life peace.  His first wife Lisa Presley admitted the fact of Michael's reaction on his matter.

Unfortunately, this reaction made people felt that he was guilty.  Anybody else in the world would do such silly thing?!  What Michael lost was not only money (a large amount of money), but also faith and trust from public, as well as his reputation.  He was just too childish, too naïve!  Does this really his guilt?!

The second kid molest case which brought to a trial in 2003, it deeply hurt Michael one more time.  People made use of the previous fake case to support what they thought.  If Michael lost the case and put into jail, who’s fault?!  Again, Michael’s fault?!!  Because of his childish?!  He trusted the reporter as well as this kid.  But what happened eventually was - both of them betrayed Michael by making up stories!

It’s funny though, on one hand, he’s very childish; but on the other hand, he’s so strong in mindset.  He was suffered from Vitiligo (skin disorder disease) but he didn’t give up his career and hide himself.  He still stood in front of public to dance and sing. He always smiles and gentle.  He didn’t let the disease run his life.  Don't forget he’s an artist and appearance is important for artist.  Michael said this is not important to him.  What he focused was on how he could did his performance better.  He was so confident in his talents more than anything. He didn't bring up his skin illness even there were thousands of rumors about he bleached his skin.  Until he was being questioned in an interview, then he mentioned the fact to us, but again, only a few people believe him.  People rather to believe him bleached his skin and he wanted to be white, although he denied again & again.

However, everything is too late now.  He was unhappy throughout the years.  He suffered from all these rumors and accuses. But if Michael did not die, the lied kid may not tell the truth though.  So…the sadness reality helps everyone to understand Michael better.  But if Michael could choose, I believe that he rather to stay alive with all the false accuses, as he loved his kids so much.  He would rather can have chance to accompany with his kids.

I bet he could accomplish those 50 concerts which would never be able to proof now.  He was so powerful on the stage.  He loved his kids so much and that energized him for everything.  Don’t ever forget – he was just like a child.  A child always can be energized to archive whatever he likes.  He maybe exhausted or collapsed afterwards but for sure will complete the show.  That was the motivation for Michael and his children to live in peace and quite life.  That was supposed to be his final curtain show. I believe he was really tired and being hurt by others so much.  The only thing he looked forward was to earn a bit more money and live in peace with his kids.  To stay with his kids was the source of his joyful in the last few years.  He also taught his kids very well.  In one of the video when Michael was with Paris in public, someone said “Happy Birthday” to Paris after they walked-by; Michael gave Paris a signal by touching on her head, to return her head to show thankful.  He was just like a normal dad and taught his kids so well.  This can be told by this type of little minor thing, which none of the media ever release; or nobody really concern in a way.  People are always focusing on other’s faults and guilty.  If we want our world better, besides realizing the reality, we also have to pay more attention to other’s praise other than mistakes.  Michael did it.

Michael had a very good temper.  If he could be fierce a little bit, he would not have to suffer so much by taking all the burdens to himself.  He declined sometimes, and this mainly happened during his work.  He realized which note is better during creating or writing songs.  He knew how to dance is better for the performance. He was also very hard working.  No matter how intelligent he was, if he didn’t work hard, he would never be able to archive succeed in his life.  Michael paid efforts on everything, from his career to charity.  He was not that type of philanthropist by only donating a large amount of money.  Michael also involved and participated to visit the children all over the world.  He picked and bought gifts to the children.  He wanted to bring happiness to the children.

If not because of in memory of Michael, I would not watch so many interviews about him previously, as I don’t like tabloid news all the time.  I was only very admired his talents on dancing, singing, song writing, creation and all his caring of children.  I didn’t notice that he was such a shy boy.  He was totally different compare to his performance on stage. It is very unbelievable that a person who being performed since 5 years-old but still so shy when people talked about adult matters in front of him.  He was really maintained his childhood.  How could a person in this character molest kids?  How could he harm others?  Never ever.  He only harmed himself...

Peter Pan will never die.  Michael Jackson will always in my heart.  He is always the King of Pop with intelligent and the greatest integrity. Michael’s kindness should be eulogized.

cy